Holy crap.

My brain feels like mush. If it hadn't felt like mush for the past 3 weeks, I'd probably feel less perturbed about it.

I can't figure out what's bothering me. All I know is it's driving me to distraction, and I'm ignoring my responsibilities (namely Coyote Dance and Varus). I love drawing Coyote Dance, and Varus has always held a special place in my heart, so -why- am I neglecting them? I'm obviously creatively active, as I can find it in my busy schedule to make time for Thorns (also love!). Is it that they feel like work? Well that's because they are work. I signed up, and am in some form or other being paid to work on them.

I think, and this is just a guess, that I need to find some relax time. Instead of it -always- being relax time. I have a new goal:

After work, spend 1 hour per night on Varus, 1 hour per night on CD, and 1 hour per night on me. Weekends will be a different story, based on how much needs to get done.

Cross your fingers for me. Tonight is my first night of trying this.